There is no such convention in for us to celebrate our birthdays formally. Despite the reasons for each of us but we both adore the simplicity of having such memory apart from the noisy world. Some where in the corner enjoying special meal which is not a cake and for sure no candles !! It may sounds weird but its our birthday in our very own rules. July is the month we came to this world in a difference of a week between mine and hers. The last two years were very nice and our birthdays were just perfect.
Today, it is been 49days since the last time we met. I cannot say how hard thing are but we made our choices and accepted the challenges of more than 700KM distance and 3years time for that. I would say it is one of the biggest challenges I face in my life. I cannot feel hopeless or or weak for that because it was a decision. All the things we were doing together were memories flaming in the heart.
I don’t know how many times I come back from classes dreaming of you, or how many times I wished I can meet you in the library as usual. How many times I looked for nice novels to share with you,,, I want to read funny, lovely nice things for you. And enjoying your smiles and loughs blows my memory and heart. The daydreaming in the day and nights, the letters and intentions to call you in the middle of a class or during my break. In the day in the night or when you are sleeping and promise to meet me in the dreamland.
Dear, I cannot stop telling how much I miss you or how hard this could be. Because I want you to carry on, to have a leap of faith in god, you and me. If life meant to draw my first hardship for three years I am gonna prove I ain’t fail not in 3million years. Clear skies never make good pilots.
You are my inspiration to push hard and carry on taking the hardest program in one of the toughest universities in the country. In the time everybody warn me about it, I would remember that this is my history and there is yours lets make it a legend and knock of the challenges. After all we will have what says that we passed from the way no body did before.
In this time you are sleeping and I thought of writing because I might get busy for long before I get time for this. When you read it breath the strength your soul possesses.
All the love
the second soul,,